Introduction

I am only interested in women, for those who know how to write, to love, fuck and fight with passion and need. So no men.

In terms of wants, sexfights and catfights are my primary interest, but if you touch me properly I will melt into you and whisper sonnets between your thighs and moan as your fingers and tongue unravel me.

Garters in the Cupboard (Brea)

All afternoon
we sharpened glances
like knives passed under a table.

At the copier — a hip check.
At the kettle — a stare held too long.
Two queens pacing the same small kingdom.

When the office emptied
and the door sighed shut,
we did not speak of it.

We walked.

White shirts.
Black skirts.
Heels like punctuation marks
striking the corridor floor.

The cupboard waited —
a narrow throat of a room,
air already thick
like ozone before lightning.

“You ready?”
It wasn’t a question.

Inside, the walls pressed close.
Our breath turned animal.
Want rose between us — metallic, bright.

Silk lifted.
Straps unhooked.
And then —
we clipped ourselves together.

A ritual.

Garter to garter.
Stocking to stocking.
No rope.
Only yes.

Face to face,
foreheads nearly touching,
we bared our teeth in smiles
that were not smiles.

“Bitch,” you said.
It meant: Don’t you dare leave.

“Bitch,” I answered.
It meant: Make me stay.

The storm broke.

We collided —
not lovers,
not enemies —
but mirrors grinding their edges smooth.

Breast to breast,
hip to hip,
breath swallowed and returned.

The cupboard became a drum.
The walls learned our rhythm.
We struck and answered,
pushed and rebounded,
each refusing to fall.

Hair in fists.
Spine to plaster.
The air thick with musk and heat.

We tried to dominate —
met only equal flame.

We rolled across the narrow floor
like two wild things
caught in a snare
we had set ourselves.

Insults flew —
but they burned clean,
stripped of poison.

“I hate you,”
you growled into my mouth.

But your hands said,
Closer.

Our bodies found a rhythm
beneath the violence.

The fight turned
from conquest
to endurance.

From endurance
to fusion.

Then —
forehead to forehead.
Cheek to cheek.
Breath shared.
Something shifted.

The claws loosened.
The room held still.
Bound together,
we moved as one animal
with two racing hearts.

The release came not like victory
but like collapse —
a wave tearing through both of us
at once.

No winner.
No surrender.
Just heat spilling into heat,
wet fire over wet fire,
stormwater flooding its own battlefield.

After,
we lay tangled in our wreckage.
Garters still locked,
too spent to separate.
The cupboard smelled of aftermath —
metal, musk,
and something almost tender.

“Bitch,” you whispered.
It meant: Again.

And in the dark,
still bound together,
I bare my teeth.

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Carved in Fire

Your nails strike sparks down my spine,

and I break—

a cry torn loose from bone and breath,

a prayer misfired into the dark.

Your thigh claims the space between mine,

slick heat answering slick heat,

our perfumes warring—

your smoke and velvet scent

braiding with my crushed petals
until the air itself tastes sinful.

But I do not surrender.

I drive my own hunger between your thighs,

pressing, parting,

meeting your grind with equal flame.

The burn blooms bright—

and you descend on it willingly.

A sharp crack—

your hand writing its mark on my skin—

and the sting flowers into a moan

I do not swallow.

Concrete catches our echoes.

Our breath tangles.

Your fingers carve their claim,

and I answer in kind.

We lock eyes—

wild, unblinking,

foreheads nearly touching—

two storms refusing to yield.

Hip to hip,

we roll and rise,
heat gathering,

liquid fire mingling,

marking.

Every motion pulls a sound from me—

low, ruined, reverent—

until even my restraint
falls away in fragments.

This is no gentle thing.

It is clash and hunger,

teeth-bared devotion,

a battlefield made holy

by our want.

You bring your fury.

I meet it.

And with my nails,

I write my longing into your back—

a promise,

a challenge,

a gift of flame.

Until the ending
spills warm between us,
to the echo of our sighs.

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The Architecture of the Whisper (For Lara)

There is a quiet heaviness in me—

a shared breath where memory and skin collide.

Every struggle leaves its phantom mark:

not a scream, not a scar,

but a weight in the pause between our words,

a glance that lingers

until the air grows thin.

I am the guide who does not pull,

the lead that does not snap.

I let your resistance breathe—

let it bloom in the dark—

only to break the stem

at the perfect hour,

at the exact moment

your will begins to bend.

My tenderness is a shifting shadow:

warm enough to draw you from the light,
cold enough to whisper the truth—

that this devotion has a price,

and the coin is everything you are.

The restraints are not a game we play;

they are the deep, gasping breath after the war—

a silent pact signed in the heat of the clash,

where we agree to the fire

we’ve built.

To win, to lose—

these are minor things,

fractions of a hollow sum.

The real battle begins

in the low-lit whispers,

and ends in the salt and the dark,

at the exact point

where trust and the abyss

finally merge into one.

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