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(Previously - Part VII - Tension in the Grand Canyon)
Lauren_James: I offer a smooth, confident smile and casually raise my hand, gesturing for the two guys in the corner to join us over at the comptoir. I hug them tight. I smoothly introduce them to Hana. The beautiful blonde surfer-look guy is Sam, and his friend with the afro is Liam. As the middle-aged couple serves us a rustic dinner, the rain starts to pour heavily outside, drumming against the roof of the trading post. We end up staying at the counter for hours, eating, drinking, and laughing a lot. Sam and Liam explain that they’re actually heading to the exact same festival we are to meet us there, but their car broke down not far from the community. They were stuck here waiting for friends to pick them up, but as the night goes on and the chemistry flows, a new plan forms. We decide right then and there to travel all together, using our Jeep to explore the beautiful surrounding region before finally hitting the festival. By the time the rain settles into a quiet drizzle, exhaustion catches up with us. The couple shows us to our quarters, and we head into the small, rustic room we’re sharing for the night. As the door clicks shut, leaving just the two of us in the quiet space, I drop my bags onto the floor and turn to you with a smirk. "Well," I say, unbuttoning my jacket and looking over at you. "At least we are going to save some money on the road now. And as for me... I'll finally have some distraction with Sam. He looks very hot like always."
Hana_Jeong: The dinner really was amazing. Eating that traditional Navajo fry bread and listening to the rain outside was exactly what I needed after the tension at the canyon. While you were talking to Sam, the owner’s husband was telling me and Liam incredible stories about their ancestors and their people. I was completely fascinated, hanging onto every word. When we finally say goodnight to the boys and the owners, we head up to our room: a beautifully cozy, rustic space made of dark wood, with one big, inviting bed for the two of us. As soon as the door shuts and you mention Sam being a "distraction," I roll my eyes, though a small, amused smile tugs at my lips. "They seemed very nice," I say, deliberately keeping my voice casual as I sit on the edge of the mattress. I unlace my boots, pulling them off with a satisfied sigh, and immediately crawl onto the covers to stretch my aching legs across the big bed. "This place is amazing, Lauren," I murmur, looking up at the wooden ceiling, feeling a rare sense of peace. "The people here are just so nice."
Lauren_James: I look down at you stretching out on the bed, and my expression softens. For a moment, the calculating, sharp edges of my mind fade away, replaced by the genuine affection I hold for you. I walk over to the bed and slip off my shoes, crawling up right next to you. "It really is amazing," I say softly, leaning over to nudge your shoulder playfully. "And seeing you smile and be so happy tonight... that was the best part of the evening." I prop myself up on my elbow, a wicked, excited smirk spreading across my face as my thoughts drift to the days ahead. "But oh my god, Hana, the next few days are going to be so much fun with them. Especially Sam. Did you see the way he was looking at me? He is just so incredibly hot, and I fully intend to see where that goes while we're exploring. You'll have to keep Liam occupied so I can get some quality time alone with my blonde surfer guy," I laugh, tossing a pillow at you.
Hana_Jeong: "Sure... I guess I have to be your wing girl," I say, teasing you with a slight mock before letting out a long yawn. The warmth of the room and the heavy dinner catch up to me, and I fall asleep almost the second my head hits the pillow. The next morning, I wake up early and take full advantage of the rustic bathroom, taking a wonderfully long, hot shower which feels like heaven since we haven't seen a decent shower in a week. When I finally go downstairs, a delicious, steaming breakfast is waiting for us. The four of us eat together, fueling up for the road ahead before packing our supplies into the back of the Jeep. Before we head out, I step back inside the lodge to say a proper goodbye to the Navajo couple. As a thank you, I offer the lady a little Bojagi I had in my bags: a traditional Korean wrapping cloth made of beautiful, colorful silk that signifies good luck and happiness. She is deeply touched, and in exchange, she slips a beautiful, handmade woven bracelet onto my wrist, tying it gently. I leave the lodge with my heart completely full, stepping out into the crisp morning air. But as I walk up to the Jeep, my smile shifts into a look of slight surprise. The driver's seat has been left completely empty for me, and when I look in the back, I see you've already claimed your spot in the backseat next to Sam. I climb into the front, buckling up, and catch Liam's eye in the passenger seat. I flash him a brief, warm smile, which he immediately returns with an equally genuine, friendly grin. "Everyone ready?" I ask, adjusting the rearview mirror to look at you and Sam.
Lauren_James: It's already clear as day that Sam and I still have chemistry. I never disclosed much about him to you. He is the absolute ideal festival boy-distraction handsome, relaxed, and still completely into me. I just need you, my best friend, to keep his friend Liam busy so I can enjoy the ride. Sam and I are already sitting incredibly close to each other in the backseat, our shoulders brushing as I look up at the rearview mirror and catch your eye. "Yes! Let's go, Hana, deep into Navajo territory!" I call out excitedly. As you pull the Jeep onto the dusty road, Sam and I dive right into conversation. We talk and laugh a lot, the chemistry growing effortlessly between us in the back. Up in the front seat, you remain relatively quiet, driving smoothly and letting the rhythm of the music fill the space while you and Liam look out at the landscape. We drive for hours through the breathtaking red desert, surrounded by towering sandstone canyons and winding, dry creeks. The heat starts to build up inside the Jeep, so when we approach a small, isolated community near the San Juan River, we decide to pull over. The water looks incredibly inviting. We all jump out of the Jeep, eager to shed the desert dust, and take the opportunity to swim for a bit and refresh ourselves from the blistering midday heat.
Hana_Jeong: The river water is incredibly fresh, a shocking and welcome contrast to the burning desert sun. After a quick dip to wash off the dust, I climb out and sit down on my towel, which I've spread over a smooth, warm rock near the edge. From here, I watch you and Sam. You’re playing goofy in the water, splashing each other and laughing, your chemistry undeniable. It’s a bit strange seeing you so lighthearted, but I’m glad you’re having fun. A moment later, a shadow falls over my rock as Liam walks over. He gives me a gentle nod and sits down next to me, wrapping his arms around his knees as he looks out over the river. It’s completely obvious that sooner or later, the two of us are going to need to interact; with you and Sam getting closer and closer by the minute, we’ve effectively been paired up for the journey. I turn my head and flash him a quiet smile. He catches my eye and returns it, his warm grin crinkling the corners of his eyes. Neither of us speaks right away. We just sit there, side by side, listening to the rushing sound of the San Juan River and the distant echo of your laughter with Sam. Sometimes, a comfortable silence speaks a lot more than forced small talk ever could.
Lauren_James: After a quick, refreshing snack by the rushing water of the river, we pack up our things and keep heading north. This time, I take the wheel to finally allow you to get some rest after all your driving. The road stretches out completely empty ahead of us; we barely see any other cars, just the endless, magnificent red rock horizon. Eventually, we pull into a small, picturesque Navajo town nestled in a beautiful valley. We stop at a local market to buy supplies for a nightly barbecue, having decided to camp out in a nearby, peaceful canyon we spotted on the map. Throughout the whole drive and our stops, Liam has been snapping pictures of us, capturing all the candid moments. When we find the perfect spot in the canyon, we set up camp. We eat the food we grilled and drink happily under a sky exploding with stars, the tension from yesterday completely forgotten. Before we start cleaning up, I catch your eye and make a subtle signal for you to follow me over to the Jeep, leaving the boys by the crackling fire while they happily eat the rest of the food we cooked. I lean against the hood of the car, looking at you with a wide, excited smirk, and drop my voice to a whisper. "Hana... is it okay for you if Liam sleeps in our tent tonight? I mean, I am absolutely craving to spend the night with Sam in his."
Hana_Jeong: I shift on my feet, the peaceful atmosphere of the canyon instantly evaporating as a knot of deep discomfort forms in my stomach. I stare at you, completely thrown off by how casually you're asking this. "Lauren..." I whisper, looking over my shoulder at the fire to make sure the boys can't hear us before turning back to you with a strained, uncomfortable expression. "You are asking me to sleep in a tent with a guy I just met?" I rub my arms, suddenly feeling the chill of the desert night. "I know Sam is your ex-boyfriend from high school and you two have history, but Liam is a stranger to me. I thought you and I were sharing our tent."
Lauren_James: I practically throw my hands up in a desperate, dramatic plea, giving you my best puppy-dog eyes. "Oh, Hana, please..." I whine softly, grabbing your hands and shaking them gently. "I will do whatever you want! Seriously, name your price! Please!" I glance over my shoulder at the campfire where the boys are sitting, then turn back to you, lowering my voice to a frantic whisper. "Liam is so harmless. He's incredibly shy and polite, he's absolutely not going to try anything with you. He'll probably just stay on his side of the tent and sleep. Please, Hana, don't ruin this for me! I really want tonight with Sam."
Hana_Jeong: I let out a long, heavy sigh, my shoulders slumping as the resistance drains right out of me. I look down at my hands, a familiar, bitter weight settling into my chest. It always comes down to this. Your wants always come first, and somehow, I always end up backed into a corner. "I never have a choice... right?" I say, my voice dropping to a quiet, defeated murmur. I look up at you, trying to mask the deep discomfort still swirling in my stomach, but failing. "Ok... fine. Go be with Sam." I pull my hands away from yours and turn back toward the campfire, wrapping my arms tightly around myself as I prepare to tell Liam he's sharing a tent with me tonight.
Lauren_James: A massive, triumphant grin lights up my face the second you give in. "Thank you, Hana! You are my absolute best friend," I gush, leaning in to plant a quick, enthusiastic kiss right on your lips. Before you can even react, I wrap my arms around you and hug you incredibly tight, squeezing the breath out of you. As I pull back, the sweet gratitude instantly switches back into my usual bossy, high-energy self. "Now grab the guitar," I tell you, and before you can walk away, I playfully smack your butt with a loud thwack. I don't give you a single second to protest. Turning around toward the campfire, I strut back into the light, clapping my hands to get the boys' attention. "Hey guys! Are you ready for tonight's entertainment?" I announce loudly, playing the perfect hype-woman. I extend both hands dramatically toward you. "For you... the one-woman-show, Miss Hana!" Right on cue, Sam and Liam break into loud cheers, clapping and whistling into the quiet canyon night, completely putting you on the spot.
Hana_Jeong: I can't help but smile softly right after you kiss me, my irritation melting away just a little bit at your excitement. "I just want to see you happy, Lauren," I murmur. But you don’t give me a single second to breathe before you're loudly announcing me as the night's entertainment. "Oh, come on..." I protest, my face flushing red as the boys start whistling. I reluctantly grab the acoustic guitar and sit down on a smooth rock near the fire, settling the instrument against my knee. I look up, tuning a string quickly. "...So, what do you want me to play, guys?" Sam immediately calls out with a grin, "Come on, Hana, you're the star! We just want to listen to you." Beside him, Liam is just staring at me, a big, genuinely captivated smile on his face that makes me feel a bit more at ease. "Ok... guys, this is for you," I say, a confident smirk crossing my face. I strike the first heavy, rhythmic chords of Lithium by Nirvana, a song I know absolutely everyone in this circle knows. My voice echoes beautifully off the canyon walls as I sing the verses, and the guys instantly start nodding their heads. Then, keeping the energy up, I smoothly transition the strumming into the upbeat, infectious rhythm of Holiday by Green Day. The whole atmosphere explodes. Everyone is singing along, clapping, and grooving to the music under the desert stars. Right as we hit the high-energy chorus, I suddenly cut my own vocals, pointing the neck of the guitar straight at you. I keep the strumming going loud and fast, waiting for you to take over the mic and sing the next lines for me.
Lauren_James: The second you point the guitar at me, I completely lose it. I catch the cue perfectly, belting out the chorus of Holiday at the top of my lungs, totally unafraid to make a scene. The alcohol we've been drinking is really starting to kick in now, making my head spin in the best way possible. I’m completely tipsy, high-energy, and in an incredibly funny, chaotic mood. I grab Sam by the hands, pulling him up from his seat, and start dancing wildly with him around the fire. We’re spinning around, laughing hysterically, and messing up the steps as I keep singing along to your strumming. I lean into Sam, completely letting myself go to the music, while making funny faces over his shoulder at you and Liam to keep the whole crowd laughing.
Hana_Jeong: Seeing you so carefree and chaotic makes me laugh, the rhythm flowing effortlessly through my fingers. I pause a bit to pull a cigarette from my pocket, and light it. I bring the tempo way down, letting the strings ring out in a much softer, gentler tune. "This song describes today perfectly..." I say softly, looking around at the three of you around the fire, my eyes lingering on you for a second. "It really was just a perfect day with you guys." I start to play a beautiful, stripped-back, slowed-down version of Perfect Day by Lou Reed. My voice drops into a raw, melodic lullaby that echoes softly against the red rock walls. The wild energy of the night instantly evaporates, and everyone falls into a deep, captivated silence, completely mesmerized just listening to me play.
Lauren_James: As your voice echoes softly through the canyon, I look over at you delivering this absolutely amazing, mesmerizing show. A smile starts to creep onto my face completely naturally and that is exactly what makes me so angry inside. The good, pure energy you transmit right now is beyond imaginable. You are the girl that everyone wants to be with. I look at Sam, and my chest tightens as I notice he’s paying more attention to you right now than to my touch on his shoulder. It’s always like this. It’s like you are good at absolutely everything. Wrestling... cooking... and now music... everything you touch, you do perfectly. I hate feeling this way, but the jealousy grows heavier and darker in my chest, and I deeply know that one day, I am going to explode. Because it's not supposed to be like this. I'm not supposed to want to be like you, an orphan Asian girl from humble origins, while I'm supposed to have everything. The moment the music stops and the final note fades into the quiet canyon night, the tension inside me snaps. Before anyone can even praise your performance, I grab Sam’s hand and pull him firmly toward his tent, making it completely clear that I want to be alone with him right now. To my immense relief, he corresponds, letting out a breathy laugh and following my lead. If he had hesitated, or if he had said he wanted to stay by the fire a bit longer to listen to you... I know I would have completely exploded right then and there.
Hana_Jeong: My usual shyness is completely gone, melted away by the music and the warmth of the fire. I look around the circle, feeling a genuine wave of happiness seeing the harmony created between everyone tonight. It feels like, for a moment, all the tension is just gone. I watch you grab Sam's hand, and when he reacts happily, matching your energy as you lead him away toward the tents, I can't help but smile, thinking my "wing girl" duties are officially a success. Then, the sudden quiet of the canyon settles back in, and I realize I'm suddenly left completely alone with Liam by the dying embers of the fire. I look over at him, adjusting the guitar in my lap with a newfound confidence. I flash him a playful, warm smile. "So, my dear fan," I say, teasing him slightly as I strum a soft, open chord. "Is there anything specific I can try to play for you?"
Liam_Carter: I shift closer, moving from my spot across the circle to sit right next to you on the warm rock. The crackle of the fire is the only other sound as you keep playing that slow, sweet tune, your fingers moving effortlessly over the strings. I look at you, a soft, genuinely curious smile on my face. "Maybe you can tell me more about you while you play that sweet tune?" I ask quietly, my voice matching the gentle rhythm of your guitar. "We've been together for the last two days and we barely know anything about each other. Well... I already know that you are an amazing entertainer. Are you a musician?"
Hana_Jeong: I pause the guitar for a moment, letting the strings ring out softly as I reach down to grab my bottle of beer and take a refreshing sip. "I'm not a musician, ahaha," I say, laughing slightly as I set the bottle back down and let my fingers fall back onto the frets. "I've just played since I was a kid. I used to play to amuse my nephew, and I played in my youth Catholic group back in Korea." I look over at him with a small, amused smirk. "But yes, I guess you could say I’m some kind of entertainer." I shift the melody into a slightly lighter, rhythmic strum, turning the focus back onto him. "But what about you? I'm sure whatever you do is related to that camera you always carry around with you."
Liam_Carter: A proud smile tugs at the corners of my mouth, and I nod toward the camera bag resting against my leg. "Bullseye," I say softly, leaning back a bit as I listen to the gentle backdrop of your music. "I'm a photojournalist. I work as a freelancer." I look out into the dark canyon for a second before turning my eyes back to you. "Actually, that's exactly why I'm here with Sam. I came out to try and cover the festival, capture the atmosphere, the people, the whole vibe of it. It's the perfect place for freelance work."
Hana_Jeong: My eyes light up, and I stop strumming for a second, genuinely impressed. "Wow, amazing!" I say, a bright smile spreading across my face. "A freelance photojournalist... that sounds so adventurous. You must see some incredible things through that lens."
Liam_Carter: "For now they only see you" I laugh while taking a quick snap "It has its moments, definitely. Lots of traveling and long hours, but I love capturing raw, real moments," I say, leaning in a bit closer. "But tell me..." I grin, changing the subject back to you. "...you said you're some kind of entertainer? Are you an actress?" I let out a light laugh, genuinely charmed.
Hana_Jeong: "I'm a pro wrestler." I smile to him, hoping for a good reaction.
Liam_Carter: "Wow, you're a pro wrestler?!" I blink, my jaw dropping slightly in genuine surprise. "I mean, I'm not saying you don't look like one! You're clearly in great shape. It's just...well I heard Lauren was into that... it's a pretty uncommon profession to hear someone say," I explain quickly with a laugh, trying not to sound clumsy. "How long have you been doing wrestling?"
Hana_Jeong: I smile at his surprise and dive into my whole story. I tell him about my start doing amateur wrestling in a small gym in Seoul, and the massive leap I took moving to Tokyo for the rising star program in Stardom, where I spent more than two grueling but amazing years. I describe the rush of my debut on the main roster, my subsequent trip to Spain, and finally, how I ended up here in Noir. Liam just sits there, completely mesmerized and still visibly surprised by everything I've been through. I take another sip of my beer, looking at him curiously. "What about you? Have you always been working in the USA?"
Liam_Carter: "Damn... I couldn't imagine you've lived and traveled so much," I say, shaking my head in pure admiration. I pause for a moment, looking down at the fire. "Well, as a photojournalist, I try to get material to sell to big newspapers... so yeah, I need to go where it's hard to go." I pull out my phone and pull up my portfolio, leaning in close so you can see. I start showing you photos I've taken over the years ... Sudan, Rio de Janeiro slums, Ukraine... "I'm actually taking a break right now," I admit quietly, my tone dropping. "I almost got killed the last time I went to the Middle East. It was a very harsh experience, so... I needed to step back for a bit."
Hana_Jeong: I lean in close, looking at the pictures on your phone with intense focus, my chest tightening a bit at the raw, heavy reality captured in each shot. "You've seen so much," I whisper, looking up from the screen and straight into your eyes, deeply moved by what you've been through.
Liam_Carter: "Well... I’ve never seen a pro wrestler in person before," I say, a soft, admiring smile returning to my face. "And certainly not a beautiful one." I look at you sitting by the fire, guitar still in hand, and realize I have to register this moment. "Hold on," I grin, reaching over to grab my camera. Before you can even strike a pose, I raise it to my eye and snap a quick, very natural, and funny picture of you caught completely off guard.
Hana_Jeong: "Oh, c'mon..." I laugh, blushing slightly and hiding my face behind my hand. "Outside the ring, I'm just a simple girl." As the fire slowly dies down to glowing embers, the desert night air suddenly feels a lot cooler. I glance over toward the other tent, noticing the unmistakable "action" happening inside, and a wave of awkwardness hits me. I definitely don't want to stay out here listening to that. I look back at you, shivering just a little. "Do you mind if we get inside?"
Liam_Carter: "No... you go inside," I say gently, shaking my head and giving you a reassuring smile. "It's getting really cold out here, and you should get some rest." I nod toward the SUV parked a few yards away. "I'll just stay in the car, don't worry about me. Go ahead and get warm."
Hana_Jeong: "Please... we have no sleeping bag in the car, it's going to be awful for you," I say, reaching out to gently touch his arm. "Please come inside, really, there's no problem." Liam hesitates for a second, then nods, and we both crawl into the small, old tent. I kick off my shoes and immediately grab my thermos, pouring a bit of the herbal tea I always drink before sleeping. I hand a cup to him, and he accepts it, but he acts incredibly awkward scooting back until he's practically pressed against the opposite edge of the tent to give me space. I take a warm sip, looking at him in the dim light, and let out a soft sigh. "Really, Liam," I say gently, trying to put him at ease. "If I was not feeling comfortable with this, I would tell you. You don't have to freeze out there."
Liam_Carter: "You are too kind, Hana," I say softly, wrapping my hands around the warm cup of tea and finally relaxing my shoulders a bit. I take a slow sip, looking over at her in the quiet, cramped space of the tent. There's only one sleeping bag spread out between us, and the thought of sharing it, of being that close to her crosses my mind, making my heart beat a little faster. I desperately hope she's single, but I don't want to overstep. "So..." I start, trying to sound completely casual as I glance down at my tea, then back up at her. "With all that traveling and your busy wrestling schedule... is there a boyfriend back home, or someone special you have to keep in touch with while you're away?"
Hana_Jeong: I let out a soft laugh, shaking my head. "No, I don't have anyone... just Lauren." I notice his shoulders drop slightly, looking a bit relieved by my answer. A comfortable but slightly awkward silence settles over the tent as we finish our tea. We wish each other a quiet goodnight, turning our backs to one another to settle into the cramped space. Exhausted from the long day, I fall asleep almost instantly and sleep deeply. The next thing I know, I'm slowly blinking my eyes open, instantly overwhelmed by a wall of body heat in the morning sun. As my vision clears, reality hits me like a truck. I am completely wrapped around Liam. My head is resting directly on his chest, and my arms and legs are tangled tightly around him like he's a human body pillow. "Holy fuck!" I gasp, jumping backward like a terrified, startled cat, scrambling to the far corner of the tent. I look up, my face burning red, and realize your eyes are already wide open you've been awake this whole time. "I'm so sorry... really!" I stammer, my voice a mix of utter embarrassment and awkward panic. "When I'm sleeping... I don't know what I do!"
Liam_Carter: A big, genuine laugh bursts out of me at your clumsy, startled-cat reaction. The tension in the tent instantly evaporates. "Hey, don't worry about it," I say, sitting up and smiling warmly to try and soften your embarrassment. "I guess it's normal not to know what we do when we sleep. Maybe your body just followed its instincts? The desert gets freezing at night, after all." I look at you, my expression softening. "To be honest, I didn't want to move or wake you up because you were sleeping so deeply... like an angel. I didn't mind at all."
Lauren_James: I wake up well before Sam does. Last night was a wild, sweaty blur of fun: we tore into each other like two lovers who hadn’t seen each other in years. But like everything else in my life, as soon as the pleasure and adrenaline faded, the boredom crept right back in. Typical me. I slide out of the sleeping bag, leave him snoozing, and head over to the jeep. I light a cigarette, the smoke curling into the crisp morning air, and start heating up some coffee. As I sip the hot brew, I look over at the other tent and notice Hana is still inside with Liam. "I wonder what she did last night..." I whisper to myself, a sly smirk on my face. Within an hour, the tents are packed and we are all back on the road. Sitting in the front, I quickly notice a change in the vibe between Hana and Liam. They are suddenly way more talkative, bouncing jokes off one another and laughing together. Interesting, I think, catching Hana's eye in the rearview mirror with a knowing wink. For the next couple of days, we drive steadily north toward the festival. The desert landscape slowly gives way to higher elevations. We stop by a mountain bordered by a light forest, stripped down, and took a refreshing swim in a crystal-clear little river to wash off the road dust. From there, we head straight into Canyonlands National Park. We spend a whole day on an grueling but amazing hike, navigating towering red rock trails and massive overlooks. By the time the sun starts to dip, we pull into a beautiful, lush campground surrounded by towering trees and the soothing sound of a running stream.
Hana_Jeong: I can genuinely feel that the ice between Liam and me has completely melted. We are no longer just the awkward third and fourth wheels acting as buffers between two ex-lovers; we are actually having a blast together and getting to know each other on a whole different level. During the drive to Canyonlands National Park, we talked and laughed constantly. At one point, he pulled out his phone with a massive grin and showed me a picture he found online—it was a shot of me from a brutal match, face totally covered in blood, casually chugging a beer in the ring. He looked at me, then at the photo, and asked, "Is this really you?!" We both laughed so hard my stomach hurt. The day's hike was harsh, but we all pushed each other, and the four of us managed to conquer it. During a particularly steep and difficult mountain trail, our group naturally split into pairs. You and Sam forged a bit ahead, leaving Liam and me to navigate the rocks together. Walking with him felt so easy, like we’ve known each other for a long time. Without even realizing it, a new kind of comfort settled in between us there were gentle touches, staying close to help each other over the rocks, and an easy, warm proximity. Now, at dusk in the lush campground, the smell of woodsmoke fills the air. I look up from the camp stove as you stretch and complain about being starving. I give you a playful smile, flipping the food in the pan. "Dinner is about to be served," I call out, plating up a massive mountain of sizzling, crispy bacon and fluffy scrambled eggs. "Come and get it before Sam eats it all."
Hana_Jeong: The sun has completely dipped below the horizon, leaving the campground bathed in the warm, flickering glow of the fire. The cool mountain air rustles through the trees, making the sizzling pan of bacon and eggs smell like absolute heaven. We all crowd around the fire, plates in hand, digging in with the kind of ferocity that only a grueling, day-long hike can cause. "Oh my god," Sam mumbles around a mouthful of eggs, shaking his head in pure bliss. "Hana, if the wrestling thing doesn't work out, you have a future as a campfire chef. This is saving my life right now." Everyone laughs, the easy, relaxed energy rolling over the campsite. After the meal, the crackling fire keeps the chill at bay as we sit closer to each other and share a joint, passing it around in a comfortable circle. The conversation flows effortlessly, filled with lazy jokes and deep belly laughs. As the night deepens, the mountain air gets crisper. Without a word, Liam pulls a thick blanket over both of our shoulders to block out the cold. A moment later, I feel his arm slide gently around my waist, pulling me a little closer to him. My heart does a quick, excited flutter. I don't try to pull away or separate ourselves; instead, I lean into his warmth, shifting my weight to get even closer to him as we look out at the fire.
Lauren_James: I take a final pull from the joint and let out a long, slow exhale, feeling a heavy wave of relaxation wash over me. My eyes are getting heavy, and the warmth of the fire is making it impossible to stay awake. "Well, guys... you are all amazing, but I'm absolutely exhausted," I say, stretching my arms over my head with a lazy yawn. "Sleep well. You coming, Sam?" I don't wait for an answer before pushing myself up from the log and heading toward our tent. A moment later, I hear the zipper and Sam follows me inside. The air inside the tent is cool, but it feels good. I immediately start taking off my hiking clothes, letting them drop in a pile, and reach into my bag for my moisturizer. As I sit there in my underwear, casually applying the lotion to my sore legs and arms, I look up at Sam with a knowing, cynical smirk. "Today was harsh," I say ironically, a dry chuckle escaping my lips. "But those two out there... man, they were just full of energy, weren't they?"
Sam_Ellington: "Let 'em have fun," I say, dropping my boots by the entrance of the tent. "Liam deserves it, and I'm sure Hana does too." I pause for a moment, gripping the hem of my shirt and pulling it over my head, tossing it onto the pile. I look down at you as you rub the lotion into your skin, my expression turning a bit more serious, though there's a soft, honest tone to my voice. "Looks like you finally have real friends around you..." I say, holding your gaze in the dim tent light. "...not those trust-fund bitches you're always hanging out with back in New York."
Lauren_James: I stop rubbing the lotion into my skin, his words hanging heavily in the quiet tent. I look up at him, the irony fading from my face, replaced by a rare flash of raw vulnerability. "Please, Sam..." I say softly, my voice dropping a register. "You know better than anyone how the game is played out there. If you don't play the part, you get swallowed whole." I let out a slow, tired sigh, staring down at my hands for a second before looking back up at him. "I'm trying this new life... I really am. But sometimes... sometimes I'm just not sure if it's actually who I am, or if I even know how to be normal anymore."
Sam_Ellington: I step closer to you, the tension in my shoulders melting away as I look down at you. "I like this new version of you... Lauren James," I say softly, a genuine, nostalgic smile pulling at the corners of my mouth. "She reminds me of the dreamer girl I fell in love with back in high school, before all the noise got in the way."
Lauren_James: I look down at my hands, a wry, self-deprecating smile on my face as his words touch something deep inside me. "To be honest... I only got into pro wrestling because I thought it was an easy way to become a celebrity," I admit softly, looking back up at him. "So many girls managed to do exactly that, and I thought I could just coast on it. It was supposed to be a shortcut." I pause, my mind drifting to the girl sitting outside by the fire. "But then I met Hana... and everything changed. Seeing how hard she works, how much she cares... it made it serious for me. Now, I'm actually putting in the work, and I don't even know where it's going to lead me."
Sam_Ellington: I sit down next to you on the sleeping mat, my voice dropping to a quiet, steady tone. "The only thing that's important to me is seeing you happy," I say, looking straight into your eyes. "When I decided to pursue my dream of surfing around the world instead of taking that easy, soul-crushing job at my family's bank, I knew I was doing the right thing for myself. I became poor, I know that. But for my life to be completely perfect, the only thing missing was you." I reach out, gently taking your hand in mine, my gaze refusing to let yours go. "I'm not gonna be a hypocrite, Lauren. I’ve traveled, and I’ve met a lot of girls along the way... but you know who the only one I love is. It’s you. It’s always been you."
Hana_Jeong: The campsite has grown incredibly quiet, the only sound being the crackle of the dying fire and the rustle of the wind in the trees. I can feel the heavy warmth of his arm around my waist, and my heart starts beating a little faster. "Maybe we should go too, no?" I murmur softly, looking up at him. As I say it, a nervous rush of adrenaline hits me, and I squeeze his thigh completely involuntarily. Realizing what I just did, my cheeks burn hot in the firelight. I slowly pull away from his warmth, giving him a shy, breathless smile before pushing myself up from the log. I turn and make my way across the dark campground to our tent, the cool air hitting me the moment I step out of the fire's reach.
Liam_Carter: I follow you to the tent a few moments later, unzipping the flap and stepping into the dark, enclosed space. As I get inside, I see you standing with your back to me, pulling your sweatshirt up and over your head. The dim light from the dying campfire outside filters through the tent fabric, and I can't avoid looking at the marks scattered across your back. I freeze for a second, catching my breath, my eyes locked on the battle scars of your life in the ring.
Liam_Carter: You are an amazing woman, Hana," I say softly, stepping closer to you. I place my hand on your shoulder gently, my thumb brushing against your skin with a warmth that makes the chill of the mountain night completely vanish. I look down into your eyes, my expression shifting to one of genuine admiration. "It must be so hard, what you do in that ring," I murmur, my voice quiet in the small space of the tent. "To put your body through that every single night... I really respect it.
Hana_Jeong: I reach up and gently caress his face, my palm resting against his cheek as I look into his eyes. "I don’t think so," I say softly, shaking my head. "It must be so much harder to work from sun to sun, or to raise children as a single parent. Or risking your life to save other people as your actual job... things like that. I just entertain people. I never even thought I could do extreme wrestling when I first started, but now... here I am." I let out a quiet, reflective breath, my hand lingering on his cheek. "You know… wrestling has always been challenging me. It gave me everything I have, but it took a lot of things away from me, too." For a brief second, the tent seems to vanish, and a rush of vivid flashbacks from my early adventures flashes through my mind the grueling training, the pain, the sacrifices, and the moments that defined who I am today. I blink the memories away, focusing back on him with a warm smile. "I think what you do is much more incredible, Liam. You show things to the world that it otherwise would never be able to see."
Liam_Carter: "I think it's more like things the world doesn't want to see..." I say, a faint, slightly cynical smile touching my lips before it fades into something softer. "Don't be so harsh on yourself, Hana," I continue, looking down at you. "You need to be incredibly courageous to do what you do. I didn’t know anything about wrestling before, but I’ve been reading up on it ever since we met. It’s incredible what you leave out there in the ring. People admire you, they see you like a hero. And they also say..." I hesitate for a fraction of a second, the words slipping out before I can filter them. "...they say you should be competing alone?" The moment the question leaves my mouth, a heavy knot forms in my stomach. I immediately regret saying it. I know exactly what that implies (it's a direct shot at her partnership with Lauren) and the last thing I wanted to do was bring that complicated drama into our tent right now.
Hana_Jeong: I look down, my fingers trailing idly along the edge of the sleeping bag as the warmth from a moment ago turns a bit bittersweet. "Fans are always very harsh," I say softly, my voice quiet in the small tent. "And Lauren... she has a personality that clashes a lot with them. She doesn't play by their rules, and they punish her for it." I look back up at you, my expression serious but fiercely protective of my partner, completely brushing past any awkwardness from your question. "But she’s improving a lot, Liam. Really. She's putting in the work now."
Liam_Carter: I let out a quiet breath, relieved by how gracefully you handled the question, though the protective tone in your voice doesn't go unnoticed. "She’s very lucky to have you," I say softly, my hand moving from your shoulder to gently cup the side of your neck. "And honestly... she’s very lucky that Sam still loves her the way he does. To hold onto a feeling like that since high school, after everything... it's rare."
Hana_Jeong: I feel the seriousness of the night lifting, and I decide it’s time to soften the mood. A playful smirk tugs at my lips as I look up into your eyes. "Well, Sam is also very lucky to have a best friend as a wingman," I say, a mischievous glint in my eyes. "Someone who is willing to endure this crazy Korean girl just so he can be completely alone with his sweetheart." I break into a warm, genuine laugh, the sound filling the small tent and instantly melting whatever awkwardness was left between us.
Liam_Carter: "I'm grateful that I met you," I say softly, my voice completely serious now as the laughter fades into a quiet, electric stillness between us. We just stare at each other for a long moment, the space between us shrinking. I raise my hand to gently caress your face, my thumb sweeping across your cheek as we slowly, instinctively lean in closer to one another. And then, finally, our lips meet in a soft, lingering kiss.
Hana_Jeong: As our lips touch, a sudden rush of intimacy floods through me, and my heart starts pounding furiously against my ribs—it feels exactly like that split-second adrenaline spike right before I launch myself into a moonsault. For a moment, I close my eyes and let myself get lost in the kiss, but the sudden weight of the past hits me like a physical blow. "You are amazing, Liam," I say, a breathless, frustrated little laugh escaping my lips as I look at you. I take a step closer, completely giving in to the honesty of the moment. "And you know... since our hike this morning, I've wanted to kiss you. I've wanted to just jump on you. But I'm afraid...." The weight of it all hits me again, and I look down at the tent floor, unable to hold your gaze. I want so badly to just live in the present with you, but the ghost of him won't let me go.
Liam_Carter: Hearing you say that hearing you admit that you’ve wanted me since the hike this morning sends a sudden jolt of electricity through me. It's the exact boost I need to try one more time. "Hana, we ..."
Hana_Jeong: Before his words can even fully settle in the air, something snaps inside me. I move instantly, jumping on you like a cat and wrapping my arms tightly around your neck. We collide, kissing each other with a fierce, fiery passion that completely consumes the small space of the tent. Guided by pure impulse, I guide you backward, laying you down onto the sleeping bag as I lean over you, never breaking the kiss. My heart is exploding against my ribs, a chaotic, pounding rush that feels less like a surrender and more like a desperate attempt to flee from my past, from Madrid, from everything holding me back. I’ve never done anything like this before never let my guard drop so recklessly but somehow, you managed to break right through my barricade. Breathing heavily, I pull back just enough to grip the edge of your T-shirt, pulling it up and off your shoulders. I see the look in your eyes, the unspoken question forming on your lips, but I don’t let you ask for reassurance. "Please... no more words," I whisper, my voice thick with desire as I shift, sitting directly on your waist. I reach up, quickly and deftly tying my hair back to get it out of my face, my eyes locked onto yours. The time for talking is completely over. I lean down, pressing slow, lingering kisses against your chest, moving down, down, feeling the heat of your skin beneath my lips and the promise of a night full of love.
Lauren_James: I wake up before Sam, just like I usually do. The desert air is still crisp and cool, but the sky is already bleeding into soft shades of gold and pink. Stepping out of the tent, I look over toward where you and Liam are sleeping. It doesn't take a genius to figure it out the quiet energy in the air confirms exactly what I suspected last night. You two definitely had your "fun." A knowing smile touches my lips as I pull a cigarette from my pack and light it. I lean back, drawing in a slow breath of smoke, completely content to just sit in the quiet and watch the sun slowly rise over the massive, glowing canyons.
Hana_Jeong: I quietly slip out of the tent, the cool morning air instantly hitting my skin. Seeing you sitting there, I walk over and join you, holding two steaming cups of coffee. "Hey girl, here..." I say softly, handing your cup over to you. I take a slow sip of my own, letting the warmth settle into my hands, and sit down right next to you on the rocks, looking out at the glowing canyons.
Lauren_James: I take the warm cup from your hands, the steam rising up between us in the cool morning air. I take a slow sip, then turn my head to look at you, a playful, knowing glint in my eyes. "You don't have anything to tell me?" I pause for a second, letting the question hang in the air before a mischievous little smile spreads across my face. "Well... actually, you don't need to. Your noise yesterday night denounced everything."
Hana_Jeong: "Omg, did you hear anything last night?" My face instantly burns bright red, and I cover my cheeks with my hands, feeling super embarrassed right now. I look away from your mischievous grin, staring down at my coffee cup as if it could magically shield me from the teasing. "Well..." I mumble, clearing my throat and looking back at you with a shy, sheepish smile. "We got a bit crazy yesterday night."
Lauren_James: I take another slow drag of my cigarette, watching the smoke drift away into the desert air before turning back to look at you. "I don't have anything against you having fun," I say, my voice softening as the teasing smile fades into something more supportive. "Actually, I think you deserve it." I take a sip of my coffee, keeping my eyes on yours to make sure you hear me clearly. "As long as you don't compromise our plans, we're completely good."
Hana_Jeong: I freeze, my coffee cup stopping halfway to my mouth. The embarrassed blush instantly vanishes from my face, replaced by a sudden surge of confusion and alarm. I snap my head around to look at you, my eyes narrowing as I try to read your expression. "Wtf are you talking about?" I ask, my voice dropping all its playful shyness. "What plans?"
Lauren_James: "Hana, don't be stupid," I say, my voice sharp and harsh, deliberately cutting through the morning quiet to make sure you know exactly who is in command here. I step a fraction closer, looking straight into your eyes so there is absolutely no room for misunderstanding. "We have goals at NOIR and beyond. We cannot risk our objectives because of boys."
Hana_Jeong: I stare back at you, refusing to let your harsh tone back me into a corner. A sharp, exasperated laugh escapes my lips as I shake my head. "Again you make your own movies, Lauren," I say, my voice steadying as I push past the initial shock. "You mix everything. I just had a one-night stand with Liam. It’s not that deep." I stand up, holding my coffee cup tightly as I look down at you, refusing to let you play the commander without calling out the hypocrisy. "You, too you've been having fun with Sam. So don't sit there and lecture me about distracting ourselves when you're doing the exact same thing."
Lauren_James: I let out a cold, cynical laugh, crossing my arms as I stare right back at you, completely unfazed by your defiance. "First, he was my boyfriend, so it's not someone I've just met," I say, my voice cutting through the air like a knife. "Second, I know you very well, Hana." I step closer, my eyes narrowing as I lay it all out on the table, completely stripping away any illusions you're trying to hide behind. "It happened with that Spanish guy, and now it's going to happen with this black guy. You fall in love with any guy that bangs you."
Hana_Jeong: I snap, instantly getting up from the rock. "Wow, wow, slow down, Lauren," I hiss, my voice cracking under the weight of the insult. I instinctively glance back toward the tents, panic flaring in my chest as I realize how loud we're getting. The last thing I need is for Liam or Sam to wake up and hear this. I turn back to you, my hands trembling with a mix of fury and deep hurt as I stare at you in disbelief. "What the hell are you saying about me?"
Lauren_James: I let out a soft, mocking laugh, utterly unfazed by your anger and completely unafraid of how you might react. I lean back slightly, looking up at you with an icy, calculating stare. "You see? I'm entirely right. Look at your reaction." I slowly get up from the rock, stepping into your space until I am facing you dead-on, matching your height. I don't lower my voice, letting the brutal honesty hang between us in the cold morning air. "Your obsession to be the girl everyone loves... turned you into a slut."
Hana_Jeong: Your words hit me like a physical slap, tearing through my anger and leaving me completely exposed. The fury drains out of me instantly, replaced by a crushing weight of guilt and shame. I look down at the dirt, unable to meet your icy stare as tears prick the corners of my eyes. "Why do you treat me like trash, Lauren?" I whisper, my voice trembling. "Why do you do this to me? What did I do wrong?" A broken sob escapes my throat, and the tears finally spill over, blurring everything around me. "Why do you judge everything I do? Why can't I just have fun with someone?" Completely defeated, I sink back down onto the rock. I pull my legs up to my chest, curling into a tight ball with my head tucked between my knees, crying quietly in the shadow of the canyons.
Lauren_James: For a split second, a dark wave of malice invades my soul. Looking down at you, I realize with frightening clarity just how much power I hold over this girl, how easily I can shatter you with a few words. But then, a faint, rare reminiscence of humanity still lingering in my heart speaks up. I look at you curled into a ball, and a sudden, uncomfortable pang of guilt hits me. I feel bad for you. Out of everyone, you deserve to be happy, and my obsession with controlling everything around me is actively breaking you. The coldness drains out of my posture. I walk over and sit back down on the rock next to you, my voice dropping its sharp edge. "Sorry, Hana... I didn't mean to call you that. I'm just worried for you."
Hana_Jeong: I slowly raise my head, keeping my eyes fixed on the distant horizon as the first morning light hits the canyons. My eyes are still swimming with tears, and my shoulders are trembling as the cold wind brushes against my face. I let out a soft, bitter breath, my voice shaky but laced with a quiet hurt. "Well, Lauren... you have an amazing way to show how much you care for me."
Lauren_James: A single, hot tear escapes and runs down my cheek... a rare crack in my armor that I can't even find the energy to hide. Even for a person like me, seeing you in this state of deep sadness is hard to watch. Especially when I know that last night was supposed to be full of the kind of joy and genuine happiness you haven't felt in a really long time. And I ruined it. I look away from the horizon and turn to you, my voice dropping any remaining pretense of control. "I'm sorry, I didn't want to say that... it's just, I'm a bit confused after last night with Sam, and you know how unfiltered I am. I don't measure my words."
Hana_Jeong: I turn my head slightly to look at you, the heavy sadness in my chest slowly beginning to lift as I see the tear on your cheek and realize you actually know you acted wrong with me. The defensive walls around me soften just a bit. "Do you really think I did wrong by having sex with him?" I ask, my voice still small but steadier now. "Like... he looks like a nice guy, and the moment was just calling for it." I wipe away the last of my tears with the back of my hand, waiting to see if the real Lauren is finally talking to me now.
Lauren_James: I offer you a small, genuine smile, the harshness completely gone from my eyes. "You did great if you enjoyed it," I say softly. "You deserve to have fun and moments of joy. You need to get your ex-boyfriend out of your mind ASAP." I shift closer and wrap my arm around your shoulders, pulling you into a protective embrace. "Probably you will never see Liam anymore, or if you do and something goes wrong... I'll be at your side."
Hana_Jeong: I lean into your embrace, resting my head against your shoulder for a brief second. A wave of pure relief washes over my heart, melting away the last remnants of the anger and shame your words had caused. "Thank you, sister," I murmur, my voice warm and filled with genuine gratitude for your reassurance. But as the dust settles, your earlier comment about being confused flashes back into my mind. I pull back just enough to look at you, curiosity replacing the sadness in my eyes. "But... what happened with Sam?"
Lauren_James: I sigh, my eyes drifting back to the horizon as the memories from last night and years ago settle over me. "As you know, Hana... we were in love some years ago during high school," I say, my voice dropping to a quiet, reflective tone. "He left New York because he never wanted to fit into our high-class society. He wanted to surf and have an alternative lifestyle. We broke up because of that. At the time, I simply let him go; I thought he wasn't the right guy for me to be with." I look back at you, a rare vulnerability showing on my face as I think about what happened hours ago. "And yesterday night in our tent... he opened up to me. He said he's always loved me. And I know he did otherwise, he would never have come on this trip just to meet me. He's surprised by how much my life has changed, with me becoming a pro wrestler, and I guess he felt confident enough to talk about us being together again as a couple."
Hana_Jeong: The heavy sadness completely vanishes, entirely replaced by a sudden rush of curiosity and genuine joy. I sit up straight, a bright, excited smile breaking across my face as I grab your arm. "Omg, but that's amazing!" I squeal, my eyes wide with excitement. "And you? What did you tell him?"
Lauren_James: I let out a faint, humorless little smile and shake my head, the excitement in your voice clashing hard with the cold reality in my chest. "It's not amazing," I say, the ambitious, calculating side of me taking over again. "I want him. I really do. But I have my goals. I want to be in WWE, I want to be a star, and for that, I need to be free of any... appendix." I look out at the canyons, my jaw tightening as I layout the harsh truth of our compatibility. "A guy who lives in god-knows-where in California and makes a living by giving surf lessons... what can he actually do for me?"
Hana_Jeong: "Loving you," I say softly, the truth of it heavy in the air. "Making you feel like the happiest woman in the world. Giving you back that smile you had on your face the second you saw him at the Navajo lodge." I pull back a little, looking at you with a mixture of sadness and frustration. "Why do you see people like that? Especially people who love you exactly for who you are?" A sudden, uncomfortable thought hits me, and the air goes still between us. I look into your eyes, my voice dropping to a quiet whisper. "Do you see me like that, too? Just a means to your goals?"
Lauren_James: I let out a soft laugh and shake my head, reaching out to playfully nudge your shoulder to break the sudden tension. "You are my sister, silly." My smile fades slightly as your words actually settle in, forcing me to confront the truth of what you just said. I look back out toward the horizon, silent for a moment as I let the heavy silence hang between us. "I'm going to think about this," I admit quietly, turning back to you with a softer expression. "Let's see how the next few days go."
Hana_Jeong: A couple of days later, the dusty canyon trails give way to the sprawling, vibrant campgrounds of the festival, and everything changes. The campground itself is massive and incredibly well-organized an endless sea of colorful bohemian tents, vintage camper vans, and string lights that glow like fireflies when the sun goes down. There's a constant scent of woodsmoke, wild sage, and street food drifting through the air. By this point, Liam and I completely stop hiding the fact that we are "together." We hold hands openly, sharing easy kisses in the morning sun without any of the old hesitation. It honestly feels like the four of us are living in perfect harmony. There is nothing but happiness, positivity, and good vibes radiating through our little camp, even if I can still catch glimpses of your inner doubts when you watch Sam laugh. For the whole weekend, we lose ourselves in the festival. We watch absolutely amazing gigs under the desert sky, the bass vibrating right through the dusty ground beneath our feet. The music is just incredible—this hypnotic blend of indie rock and psychedelic folk that seems to echo perfectly off the canyon walls. Liam is in his element, practically glued to his vintage camera. He takes dozens of candid pictures of us: Lauren looking fierce and beautiful against the sunset, Sam laughing with a beer in hand, and so many of me just smiling wildly. We interact with so many friendly strangers, sharing blankets and trading stories around communal bonfires. We dance together for hours, kicking up dust and laughing until our lungs burn. For the first time in my life, I am having the absolute time of my life. I feel myself sinking deeper and deeper into this beautiful, free-spirited hipster culture, feeling lighter than I ever have. And as I stand there in the crowd, hand-in-hand with Liam under a canopy of neon lights, a shocking realization hits me: for the first time since I can remember, I am not missing the wrestling ring at all.
Lauren_James: The festival blurs into a beautiful, sun-drenched weekend. For a few days, the heavy weight of my ambitions lifts, and even I have to admit I feel completely free. We live in a state of constant harmony, drifting from stage to stage, losing ourselves in the music and dancing until our feet are covered in desert dust. Of course, my idea of freedom looks a little different than yours. I dive headfirst into the party culture, listening to the music, smoking weed, and taking other substances, completely brushing off your disapproving side-eyes and lectures. For a moment, the neon lights and the bass numb the constant noise in my head. But as the days pass, reality snaps back with icy precision. It’s clear that you and Liam are now living more than just a one-night stand. You frequently hold hands, laughing and leaning into each other so naturally that any random person would think you are actually a couple. And worse. In the last dinner we had at the little open-air venue at the festival, he started talking about going on a future trip with you. I sat there, watching your eyes shine with genuine excitement. A cold, calculating resolve settles deep in my chest. You just admitted a few days ago that you don't even miss wrestling. This hipster fantasy is soft, it's distracting, and it's pulling you away from the goals we've sacrificed everything for. It's time for me to move. It needs to be sharp and clinical. After dinner, the boys head off to grab a craft beer, leaving the two of us alone in our tent doing some girly stuff, packing up our makeup and outfits. I look over at you, making my voice sound casual, almost nostalgic. "Can't believe that tomorrow we are going back home..." I say, letting out a soft sigh as I fold a shirt. I pause for a moment, fixing my eyes on you. "I was thinking we could stop in some different places on the drive back this time. You are coming with me, right, Hana?"
Hana_Jeong: "Of course, Lauren. We came together, we go together. It’s our girls' trip," I say softly. I’m not paying too much attention to the underlying tension in the conversation, my focus completely on what I'm doing. I stand behind you, carefully and gently applying a conditioning product into your hair, smoothing it through the strands to protect it from the harsh desert dust before we finally go to sleep.
Lauren_James: I sit perfectly still as your hands move through my hair, the soothing, rhythmic motion a stark contrast to the cold calculation running through my mind. I let out a slow, deliberate sigh, leaning back slightly into your touch to make myself seem vulnerable. "It has been amazing..." I murmur, my voice dropping to a softer, heavier tone. I pause, letting the quiet of the tent stretch between us for a moment before I continue. "I'm just concerned about you and Liam... and also me and Sam. The festival is ending, Hana. They are going to go back to California, and we are going to be separated from them." I turn my head just enough to look up at you, my eyes filled with a perfectly manufactured look of sisterly worry. "We live in two completely different worlds. What happens to this little fantasy when reality hits tomorrow?"
Hana_Jeong: I keep taking care of your beautiful hair, running my fingers through it gently, treating it with as much care as if it were sacred. "Ah yes... we talked about that yesterday night," I reply softly. I try to shrug it off, pretending the matter isn't a big deal so I don't trigger that intense, overprotective side of you. "Liam and I... we are going to meet in New York soon." I lean over slightly, trying to catch a glimpse of your face from behind you to read your expression. "He wants to travel with me, and I honestly like the idea. I really need to take some more time off from wrestling, Lauren. That last match... it broke a lot of things inside me." As the words leave my mouth, a sudden knot forms in my stomach. My hands slow down just a fraction, a quiet fear creeping in as I wait to see how you're going to react.
Lauren_James: I feel the slight hesitation in your hands, the way your fingers freeze for a fraction of a second. I know you’re waiting for the explosion. I know you’re terrified I’m going to scream, lecture you, or call you weak for wanting to walk away from the ring. But I choose to be subversive. I mask the sudden, roaring fury in my chest with a soft, understanding smile. "I think you're doing great," I say, my voice smooth and comforting. "You need time to heal and get rid of your ghosts, Hana. I fully support you." As I say it, my eyes drift across the tent, scanning the cluttered space. And then, something catches my attention. Opportunity comes whenever you least expect it just like a sudden opening in a wrestling match. You just have to be fast enough to capitalize on it. The moment I see it, the first pieces of my plan instantly click into place, though I don't let my expression change by even a millimeter. "Oh, so cute..." I murmur, nodding toward a small notebook peeking out from beneath a stack of your clothes. "You brought your diary here? Have you been writing in it?"
Hana_Jeong: I stop what I'm doing immediately, drawing my hands back from your hair as if I’ve just remembered something incredibly important. "Oh yes, I totally forgot! Thanks for reminding me, Lauren," I say, a wave of relief washing over me as I reach down and grab the book: the private space where I write my deepest thoughts, memories, and silly little everyday things. I press the notebook into your hands, looking at you with pleading eyes. "Please do me a big favor! Take this with you and keep it hidden, at least until we say goodbye to the boys. It contains a lot of old stuff about Noah, and I just... I want to avoid any misunderstandings. I’m so afraid Liam might accidentally read it or see some of the old photos I pasted inside..." I whisper, truly grateful in this moment for having a sister I can trust blindly with my secrets. "I just want this weekend with Liam to stay perfect."
Lauren_James: I look down at the heavy little notebook in my hands, feeling the textured cover beneath my fingers. It takes every ounce of my willpower to keep my face perfectly neutral, to hide the dark, predatory thrill surging through my veins. You just handed me the loaded gun I was looking for. "Uhh... of course, Hana," I say, my voice sounding a little hesitant, playing the part of the slightly overwhelmed but loyal sister. "Don't worry, I'll put it deep among my stuff where no one can find it." I unzip my bag and slide the diary inside, zipping it shut with a deliberate, slow pull. Then, I turn back to look at you, tilting my head with an expression of pure, innocent curiosity. "But..." I pause, lowering my voice as if I'm treading on fragile ground. "Does he actually know about your previous story? Like, does Liam know how intense things really were between you and Noah?"
Hana_Jeong: "He only knows enough... for now," I reply, looking away for a second as I choose my words. "He knows I lived a big story before I came to the USA. But if he reads the content of that book, he will misunderstand everything." I look back at you, wanting to make sure you understand completely. "I'm not using him to forget Noah. I'm loving what we both are living right now... our talks, our activities, the sex... there are no complications. Everything is so light with him, and I really need this in my life right now." I smooth down the last few strands of your hair, pressing your shoulders gently to signal that I'm done. "There. All finished." I stand up, stretching my arms and trying to shake off the heavy conversation. "Do you want to come with me to the yoga class? We have to go right now if we want to catch an open slot."
Lauren_James: "Uhh... no... I think I'm going to the river, maybe meet up with the boys there," I say, giving you a casual, easygoing smile. "Enjoy the yoga." The moment you turn your back and head toward the festival's wellness area, the mask drops. I grab my bag, making sure the journal is safely tucked inside, and slide into my tent under the pretense of changing into my swimwear. Once the tent flap is zipped shut, cutting me off from the rest of the festival, I sit cross-legged on my sleeping bag. My heart is beating with a sharp, anticipatory thrill. I pull your diary out. I open it, flipping through the pages. It’s a chaotic masterpiece of your vulnerability filled with ticket stubs, raw sketches, and photos. But then, one entry catches my attention immediately. It’s an extensive text, block after block of dense Korean handwriting. I don't even need to translate your native language to know exactly what it's about, because right on the facing page is a photo of you and your ex, looking deliriously happy. And right beneath the photo, written in clear, undeniable Spanish, is a single sentence: "Te amaré siempre, Noah." A slow, malicious grin spreads across my face.
Sam_Ellington: "Girl, you still here?" I ask, catching my breath. "I just saw Hana on her way to yoga. She told me you were coming down to the river to do a bit of rowing with us." I step fully into the tent, but stop when I see you huddled over something on your sleeping bag. My eyes narrow slightly, feeling a sudden shift in the energy. I look intrigued, nodding toward the notebook in your hands. "What are you reading?"
Lauren_James: Sam catches me completely by surprise, a sharp jolt of adrenaline hitting my chest. But as I look up at him, a cold realization washes over me: he is exactly the tool I need to initiate my plan. I don't scramble to hide the notebook. Instead, I carefully close it, keeping my movements completely fluid, and look up at him with an expression of calm, heavy solemnity. "This is Hana's journal," I say, my voice steady, sounding more like a burdened protector than a thief. "Don't worry, she gave it to me to hide... and now I understand why." I let out a soft, troubled sigh, letting my eyes linger on the cover of the book, waiting for his curiosity to take the bait.
Sam_Ellington: "Wait a minute... I don't get it," I say, crossing my arms as I try to get a closer look at the notebook. A smirk plays on my lips and I let out a dry laugh. "And do you even understand a shit of what's written there? Last time I checked, you don't read Korean, Lauren." But as the silence stretches between us, the joke dies in my throat. I look at your intense, serious expression, and my smile fades. I step a bit closer, my tone dropping as I try to be a bit more serious now. "Nevertheless... you shouldn't be looking at it. If she gave it to you to hide, it means it's private. Put it away, man."
Lauren_James: "I don't need to know Korean to understand this," I say, my voice dropping to a sharp, clinical whisper. I flip the journal open, turning it directly toward him and pointing squarely at the page I just found. "It's just an example. I can show you plenty of other entries if you want." I look down at the open page with pure disdain, tapping my finger against the photo of Noah and the Spanish inscription. "But this? I'm sure even Liam will understand exactly what this means." I look back up at Sam to gauge his reaction. The joke is completely gone from his face. His eyes are wide, locked onto the page, and he's already standing there in absolute shock.
Sam_Ellington: "Wait... this has to have an explanation," I say, shaking my head as I step back, trying to rationalize what I'm looking at. I point at the page, my voice sounding a little frantic as I try to defend Hana. "She told Liam she had a complicated relationship in the past. He knows about it! That doesn't mean anything, Lauren. It’s just an old souvenir from her ex, people keep that stuff." I look between you and the journal, a nervous sweat breaking out as I realize exactly what you're implying. "Don't do anything crazy. You can't show him this."
Lauren_James: "She wrote this not so long ago," I say, my voice dripping with cold, calculated pity. I close the journal slightly, leaning toward him to drive the point home. "She told me she wanted to do this trip for many reasons, Sam. The first was to forget this guy and fuck with the maximum number of guys possible." I pause, letting the brutal words hang in the air, watching him process the blow. "Look, I love Hana, but I’ve known your best friend for a long time too. He’s an amazing guy. She’s using him, Sam, and she will drop him as soon as possible. Yesterday night, when he started talking about taking her to travel with him on a future trip? She literally told me she had to get rid of him." I pause again, softening my expression just enough to look like a concerned friend who is simply heartbroken by the truth. "Look... she’s not a bad person. She’s just very confused and in desperate need of love. But she loves her ex, and I know for a fact that if that guy appears, she will run right back to him."
Sam_Ellington: I put my hands on my head, pacing a small circle inside the cramped tent. This is way too much drama for me, but the thought of Liam getting his heart completely demolished makes a sick feeling knot up in my stomach. He’s my brother. "And you came with her knowing she just wants to get crazy?" I ask, looking down at you, my voice a mix of disbelief and frustration. "If you knew she was coming out here just to use someone as a rebound, why didn't you stop her? Or at least warn me before I brought my best friend into this mess?"
Lauren_James: "First of all, I came here because of you, not because of her," I say, stepping closer to you, my tone softening into something deeply intimate. "Because I needed to see you. Second, I couldn't have imagined she was going to have sex with Liam just two nights after meeting him. And I wouldn't even imagine Liam could fall in love with her. He never liked long-term relationships before." I take a deep breath, looking at you with a sharp, intense clarity. "Liam just needs to confront her," I urge, my voice dropping to a firm whisper. "He needs to ask her directly who she really loves in her life. If she hesitates, he’ll know the truth."
Liam_Carter: "Wtf are you guys still doing... here?" I push the tent flap open, completely unannounced, a big grin on my face that vanishes the exact second I step inside. The air in here is thick, suffocating, and both of you look like you just got caught committing a crime. My eyes instantly drop to what's in Lauren's hands. Before either of you can hide it, the first thing I see is a photo of Hana. She's smiling, looking entirely different, wrapped up tightly in the arms of some other dude. I freeze, my hand still holding the tent zipper open, my chest tightening as I look from the photo up to Sam's terrified face. "What is that?"
Lauren_James: I don't look panicked. Instead, I let out a heavy, solemn sigh and look over at Sam, executing the final step of the trap perfectly. "Sam, tell him," I say softly, stepping back and folding my arms, playing the part of the reluctant witness who just wants to protect the group.
Sam_Ellington: I feel the blood completely drain from my face. I look at Liam, my best friend, my brother, standing there with that crushed expression, and my heart drops into my stomach. "Bro... look," I stammer, stepping between him and Lauren, my hands up as if to steady him. "Lauren just found Hana's journal. Hana gave it to her to hide it... because of what's inside." I swallow hard, the words tasting like ash in my mouth, but I can't let him get played. "She's using you, Liam. Lauren told me Hana only came on this trip to get wild and try to forget that guy in the photo. She's just using you as a rebound to numb the pain, and once she's done, she's going to move on and drop you. She literally said last night she needs to get rid of you because you're catching real feelings and talking about travels. Look man, be calm we will figure out this."
Liam_Carter: It can't be. I only shared my future plans for traveling with Hana. I squeeze my knuckles so hard they turn white, my mind spinning into complete, chaotic confusion. The warmth I felt just ten minutes ago burns away, replaced by a cold, sickening realization. She was playing me. The late-night talks, the laughs, the intimacy, it was all just a game to keep her distracted from some other guy. "I'm stupid as fuck," I breathe out, a bitter, breathless laugh escaping my throat. Sam and Lauren try to calm me down, but I yank myself away from both of them. I'm on fire. I storm through the festival grounds, barely seeing the crowds, heading straight toward the quiet trail that leads into the little forest where the wellness tents are. And then, I spot her. She's walking peacefully from the yoga gathering, completely oblivious to the bomb that just went off. The sight of her looking so calm makes something inside me snap. "Hana!" I shout at her, my voice echoing through the trees, hard and raw.
Hana_Jeong: I turn around at the sound of my name, the peaceful rustle of the forest leaves framing my thoughts. When I see you walking toward me, a genuine, warm smile spreads across my face, completely melting away the lingering heaviness from my earlier conversation. "Hey babe!" I say, stepping toward you. "You are late for yoga!"
Liam_Carter: The contrast between your bright, innocent smile and the toxic truth burning in my chest makes me physically sick. I don't smile back. I step right into your space and grab you by your arm, pulling you off the trail and into the thicker brush of the trees with an aggressive, violent jerk of my hand. "We need to talk," I snap, my voice low, trembling with a dangerous mix of fury and betrayal as I stare down at you. "It's serious."
Hana_Jeong: "Ok... ok, you don't need to hurt me!" I gasp, wincing as I pull my arm back from your grip. The sudden roughness shocks me, scattering all the calm I felt just a second ago. I stumble slightly into the brush, looking up at you with wide, startled eyes. Your face is completely twisted with a rage I've never seen before, and my heart starts hammering against my ribs. "What's going on?" I ask, my voice trembling as I try to understand what could have possibly turned you into this.
Liam_Carter: I step closer, my chest heaving as I stare down at you, my jaw clenched so tight it aches. The innocence in your eyes feels like a sick joke now. "Do you remember the little recipe notebook you said you brought by mistake in your bag?" I ask, my voice dropping to a harsh, mocking whisper. I point a trembling finger at you, the betrayal burning hot in my throat. "Show it to me. Show me your favourite recipe in that notebook. Come on, Hana. Tell me all about it."
Hana_Jeong: "What... are you talking... about?" I stammer, my breath catching in my throat. The notebook. A sudden, freezing panic floods my veins, making my hands go entirely numb. How did he find it? I specifically gave it to Lauren to keep it safe, to keep it hidden. Lauren... no. It's impossible. She’s mean sometimes, and we fight, but she’s my sister. She would never betray me like this. She wouldn't. I try to swallow the lump in my throat, looking up at your furious eyes, desperately trying to play dumb even though my face is completely pale. "Liam, it’s just... it’s just an old notebook. Why are you acting like this over a couple of recipes?"
Liam_Carter: "You want to keep lying?!" I roar, yanking the book from the back pocket of my shorts and throwing it violently against your chest. It hits you and thuds onto the dirt between us. "Show me the last entry dated from two weeks ago, Hana!" Tears of absolute fury finally spill over my eyelashes, burning my cheeks, my voice cracking under the weight of the humiliation. "Who the fuck is Noah?! Who the fuck do you think you are to make fun of me?!" I step completely into your face, towering over you, blind with rage and heartbreak. "You wanted to have fun while visiting the wilderness? You just wanted a distraction? Why not use the black guy for that, huh?! Is that all I am to you?!"
Hana_Jeong: I quickly scoop the journal off the dirt, clutching it tightly against my chest like a shield. I look down, unable to meet your furious glare as tears completely fill my eyes and blur the forest floor beneath us. "I never lied to you," I sob, my voice small and broken, trembling from the sheer weight of your anger. "I told you I had a past relationship..."
Liam_Carter: "You never told me you love him!" I scream, the veins in my neck bulging as my voice echoes through the trees, shattering the quiet of the forest. "You write about him, you dream about him!" The mental image of you pinning for another man while pretending to be mine makes something inside me completely snap. I step even closer, my face twisted in pure, unfiltered agony as the final, agonizing question tears out of my throat. "Were you thinking about him when I was fucking you too?!"
Hana_Jeong: My head is buzzing, vibrating violently with the raw volume of your screams. The cruelty of your words strikes me like a physical blow, and I squeeze my eyes shut, pressing the journal tighter against my chest as the tears spill over. "PLEASE STOP!" I shriek, my voice cracking under the emotional weight of it all. I open my eyes, looking at you through a thick blur of tears, my fear suddenly hardening into a desperate, agonizing defense. "WHAT DO you want to hear, Liam?! Does it make you feel better to think the worst of me?!" I cry out, my chest heaving as I step toward you, refusing to let you rewrite what we shared. "When we kissed and made love for the first time in my life, I saw someone with whom I could actually move forward in my life!"
Liam_Carter: I let out a harsh, bitter laugh that cuts right through your tears, my face hardening into a cold, rigid mask. I don't buy it. I can't. "Ok, Hana. Let's make it simple," I say, my voice dropping to a deadly, quiet calm that feels even more terrifying than the screaming. I step right up to you, looking down into your eyes, demanding the absolute truth. "Imagine this: Noah appears right here, right next to me. Who do you choose?" I lean in, my breath hot against your face. "Would you stick with me? Yes or No."
Hana_Jeong: I stare at you, completely frozen, the absolute cruelty of the question hitting me like a physical wave. Fresh tears stream down my face, and I shake my head, backing up a step into the trees. "You cannot ask me this," I choke out, my voice trembling with a mix of disbelief and heartbreak. "It's unfair... How can you stand there and ask me to compare a ghost from my past to what we have right now? You're forcing me into a corner over a hypothetical situation, completely blind to the fact that I am standing here, right now, with you".
Liam_Carter: Your evasion tells me everything I ever needed to know. The hesitation is louder than any lie you could have come up with. "You see, Hana..." I say, my voice dropping into a hollow, dead tone. The anger in my chest suddenly burns out, leaving behind nothing but cold, empty disgust. "I don't need your fucking answer." I look at you one last time, seeing you clutch that notebook to your chest, and realize you were never actually here with me. I turn my back on you and start walking away, stepping out of the brush and back onto the trail, leaving you alone in the trees.
Hana_Jeong: I sprint after you, my feet skidding on the dirt trail as I lunge forward and grab your arm, spinning you around with all the desperate strength I have left. "I don’t know how you got my journal," I spit out, my voice cracking, the tears on my face suddenly burning with a fierce, defensive rage. "But you found a good excuse to kick me!" I step right into your chest, refusing to let you just walk away and play the victim. "You had sex with me and now you discard me," I yell, poking a hard, trembling finger into your chest. "And because you are too much of a coward to admit you just wanted to fuck me, you find this excuse to kick me just so you can remain the cute, innocent guy in the picture!"
Liam_Carter: "I found it in their tent. No one showed me!" I don't implicate Lauren and Sam on this. "I'm so full of your bullshit, bitch!" I explode, the sheer audacity of your words ripping away whatever restraint I had left. Before I can even process the rage blinding my vision, my hand flies out. The sound of the slap cracks through the quiet forest, sharp and deafening. Your face snaps to the side from the force of it. I stand there, panting, my palm stinging and my chest heaving as I stare at you, the line completely crossed.
Hana_Jeong: The force of the blow knocks me off balance, and I fall hard onto the dirt ground. I hit the floor with a thud, my hands instantly flying up to cup my burning cheek in absolute shock. For a second, the forest goes completely silent. I don't cry. I don't scream. I just sit there in the dirt, my entire body trembling uncontrollably from the adrenaline and the sheer disbelief of what you just did. I slowly look up at you, my eyes dead and hollow, stripping away every ounce of warmth I ever had for you. "Get the fuck out of my sight, you scumbag," I sob.
Lauren_James: As soon as you hit the ground, I sprint forward, throwing my body right between the two of you. I drop to my knees and grab you tightly, shielding you with my arms just as Sam rushes in from the trail and forcefully grabs Liam, shoving him back and shouting furiously at him. Taking advantage of Sam's loud yelling distracting Liam, I pull you close against me. "He searched for it," I whisper frantically in your ear, my voice trembling with guilt and panic. "I'm sorry, I couldn't prevent it... he was crazy about it. He already knew about your journal before he even took it."
Sam_Ellington: "ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY, MAN?!" I roar, my hands gripping the collar of your jacket as I use my entire weight to shove you back, physically forcing you away from Hana. My adrenaline is redlining, my eyes wide with a mix of fury and disbelief at what I just witnessed. I don't give you a second to answer. I haul you around by the shoulder, pushing you down the trail. "Let's get the fuck out before you get arrested!" As I drag you away, I look back over my shoulder at Lauren, who is still on the ground holding a shaking Hana. "I call you after," I yell to her, my voice tight, before turning my full attention back to forcing you away from the campsite before things get even worse.
Hana_Jeong: I collapse further into you, burying my face against your shoulder as the shock finally breaks and the tears come pouring out. My hand stays pressed tightly against my burning, throbbing cheek, my whole body shaking violently on the dirt ground. "What a fucker... how could he do this to me?" I sob, the words muffled against your clothes I cling to you, gripping the back of your jacket like you're the only anchor left in the world. "I just want to be with you, Lauren... all of this with him was a mistake." I take a ragged, trembling breath, a sudden, fierce desperation cutting through my tears as I look up at you. "I'm so eager to get back in the ring."
Lauren_James: "Let's enjoy together today and tomorrow before we go back," I soothe, wrapping my arms tightly around you and rocking you gently on the forest floor. "Just the two of us... let's have fun like we had back in K-town." As I hold you in my arms, listening to your ragged breathing and feeling the steady rhythm of your crying slow down against my chest, a dark, cold wave of absolute satisfaction washes over me. I look past your shoulder into the empty woods where they just disappeared, and a slow smirk creeps into my thoughts. Lauren, you are a genius.
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lilsara
9 days agosuch a beautiful 'n heart warmin story 'n such sadness for Hana in the end...
Hana Jeong
9 days ago(In reply to this)
I'm glad that you enjoyed, my dear friend